(the censored part is my personal information like my real name and my address, i had to double check the image a few times to make sure i didn't just dox myself lmao)

waiting for it to pull up is a slog because i wanna draw now

i expected some balloons on my profile or something but i guess not

self-explanatory

while i wait for christmas so I can get money and buy stuff I want (a drawing tablet with a screen and a new laptop is my top priority right now) i can't help but wonder if i should become a femboy since i like the idea of having soft thighs and finding myself attractive

there are guides to do so and i've looked at some of them. tried doing one of the workouts recommended for being a femboy too (im not fat but I am very out of shape so it was hella painful)

i hate how much overlap the steps to being a femboy have with wanting to be a ""trans girl"" (pretending to be a woman won't make you one you fucking weirdo) though. i don't mind men who want to be cute like women but i do NOT fuck with men who want to be women

i'm talking about the gaogao series, found out about it through a track reupload

apparently it tells the story of civilizations that come and go, with it slowly leaning in to a post-apocalyptic world later down the line

interesting, yet i hear nobody talking about it

and wolf wolfy (apparently that's his name) looks cool, especially this shot here:

what's his story i wonder

believe it or not i don't really care about the porn im more interested in the story

but it's japanese-exclusive and the chances of getting an english patch is basically zero (who'd wanna translate an old hentai game besides me anyways?)

my best bet is doing a combination of

• taking screenshots and throwing them into a translator that can translate japanese text to english
• taking notes so i don't forget important information like story beats and shit
• learning how to read japanese text (easier said than done because there's thousands of kanji and i don't know where to start)

i should be working on a drawing right now but since it's december i want to wait until i can request presents so i can get a screen tablet/pen display, so drawing is marginally easier

(the comic's name is MegaMan NEXUS 0 since it's a prologue. think of it as a prelude to the next arc where it actually becomes a megaman/zelda crossover comic)

apparently the microsd cards i bought a couple of months ago were fake, bootleg ones

and i couldn't install any games on it because they were so shit. i could install a few roms but no 3ds games

and apparently you need to use cards with specific file sizes from specific brands... how the HELL was i supposed to know that?

BUT WHATEVER

i searched up what kinds of microsd cards i was supposed to use for the 3ds and ordered the one that could store the most gigabytes

it came in today, and i did the file transfer, and it isn't showing the error screen whenever i download something from hshop

awesome

im currently installing xenoblade chronicles cause i think it looks pretty interesting (then again the only thing i have to go off of for this series is the stage in smash bros and shulk being a guest character in said game lol)

anyways im working on another character for megaman nexus 0

i'd hate to spoil everything right away but all you need to know is that she is much like itanji in the sense that they were ostracized from society for seemingly no reason

..but unlike itanji she is VERY optimistic (obnoxiously so), sees the good in everyone and thinks that everyone deserves a second chance, wants to be friends with everyone, is very well regarded by just about everyone in nokoribi society and is considered "strong" because of her words and courage (strong being in big ass quotes because she is ASS in just about every aspect of fighting (especially magic and chi) except for hand-to-hand combat, but she only knows the bare minimum lol) and is a few ranks above itanji because of it

speaking of itanji she REALLY likes him and considers him to be one of her best friends (maybe even more than that)... even though he wants nothing to do with her because she does not respect his personal space half the time and is really overbearing

itanji has a blunt and very straightforward personality, speaks realistically most of the time and is mostly cold and calculating. the girl thinks that the reason why ita is the way he is is because he "has darkness in his heart" and "needs help and friends"

BASICALLY she's like pts naruto but less endearing and more annoying. lmao

(please read this first: https://tengukuru.newgrounds.com/news/post/1486766)

i felt like trying to redesign kaishin (and NEXUS) again before i make progress on the actual comic

i've drawn him more than any other character i have planned for the story i want to tell because—well—he's the main character

chances are that you're going to be looking at him most of the time

i think i did better this time

his hair is inspired by this post i found on reddit because it gave me an idea on how i could give him spiky hair with two colors without making it look like i completely copied yugi's hair

i still don't understand how to draw mech combat characters so i took this sketch i found off of opera gx and used it as reference. i think it looks pretty okay but i'll definitely need to come up with something for the next arc i have planned since i plan to have the NEXUS powered suit look slim and less bulky (like this), and i don't do well with that because i don't know where to start with adding detail like that

first off i'd like to show off this lovely image i got in my strawpage

the salt is real

anyways my bluesky got banned cause i was making fun of people for acting like trump winning the election was the end of the world

..it's not even that bad. idc about politics but i know that i would rather have The Donald as president over kamala (see: https://youtu.be/bZg4WrxXTQ0?si=83A-LpXPGD7VCnHV)

but that's not what i need help with (idc about the ban), what i do need help with is identifying this cool megaman AU i found on there that i didn't archive because i didn't think i would get banned. from what i remember,

1. the artist was both a english and russian speaker
2. the battles would take place on a grid (think of capsule monsters chess from season 0 yu-gi-oh)
3. characters would have a redesign, some were complete overhauls and some took designs from other incarnations (e.g megaman himself had a helmet with a brim (making it look like a hat) that looked similar to the battle network incarnation of the character)
4. in universe, it was like franchises like yu-gi-oh, bakugan and beyblade in the sense that they were games played worldwide
5. they had rarities. characters like ice man would be special units but stage enemies like pepes would be commons

i can't use my search history to backtrack cause i did all my activity on the mobile app

help out anyway you can cause i REALLY want to find it, shit looked really cool

i should look at a tutorial on how to get more popular and get more people to look at my stuff

anyways

i'm gonna draw my persona as a yu-gi-oh character cause i thought it would be funny, what with all of their belt straps and unrealistic hair styles

i'd say he looks pretty overqualified

why is it that almost every time i join a discord server, it's either

1. dead as hell with little to no activity
2. the people in it are these snowflakes (who are usually queer activists) who take everything i say that deviates even SLIGHTLY from what they're used to hearing from their little circlejerk hugboxes as a threat along the lines of something as bad as school shooting or bomb threats
3. egotistical power-hungry moderators with their head way up their ass who ruin the server experience and will ban/ridicule you for doing something as simple as asking a damn question

for once i'd like to be in a good server

and yeah i would make my own but i only have like.. one friend (two if you count my brother), and i don't want to advertise it constantly cause that'll get really annoying

sometimes i wonder why i even bother drawing if nobody is going to see it