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TenguKuru
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im getting sick of this shit man

Posted by TenguKuru - 2 weeks ago


  • im bored and the only people i talk to are my family and (in the form of small talk) the workers at stores i do buisness with to pay them and get stuff i want
  • i want to find like-minded people
  • go on SOCIAL MEDIA sites to make friends my age
  • people make fun of me for not having any friends and being anti-social or get mad at me for "talking too much" despite the fact that i am on a SOCIAL MEDIA platform and i am making an attempt to socialize
  • even when i'm not being an asshole or letting the things i hate define me, people still don't like me because every little thing i do is bad apparently. liking femboys is bad, making a small sex joke and expressing attraction towards a fictional character is bad, everything is bad
  • everybody around my age has 50 million different made up pronouns, (including they/them which makes no sense because you're only one person and not several), numerous made-up ""gender identities"" (which aren't real by the way), and several sexualities which either mean the same as another sexuality, contradict a sexuality/""gender identity"", or don't make sense at all

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  • ^^^ i'm not like these guys because i actively use my brain and i'm not stupid enough to believe that i was born in the wrong body, that gender is a spectrum, or any other stupid bullshit and yet i'm being punished for it because something something homophobia transphobia bigotry racism mysogny etc, etc
  • it's either i become one of them or the only people that will show up to my funeral when i pass away is my family (i mean it's better than nobody but come on...)

(why are these kids talking about mutilating their genitals so young anyways??)


at this rate i may as well give up on making friends

and don't hit me with that "ermmmm you're just being edgy and toxic it's just a phase you'll get over it!!1!!1! UwU" or anything similar-sounding either, common sense =/= hatred


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i mean just go to clubs n' crews and make a thread if you wanna socialize

i got banned from threads until im 17 cus i had complained about DEI effecting game quality so no dice, unless you're talking about a discord thing and not a newgrounds thing

I agree. They are probably gender fluid. I advise you to stay away from them if you see them hostile.

I'm sorry you're struggling to find friends or someone to chat with since I live at a university alone in my dorm. I get more and more lonely except when chatting with staff and students, but there are little conversations as well. What even causes me to get more lonely is when people are talking about political issues and there is always a feeling that I don't want to trust anyone, even the professors who I thought empathy me since I was going through grief, but gave me more intrust to people in campus. I thought to myself, "What the fuck has the world gone to?" I mean literally, the centuries of people giving their lives for the future but now people who are brainwashed with politics and choosing what they are with gender and pronouns, it is fucking unbelievable and it's giving me the urge to not live anymore. I shouldn't be doing more in university or forcing myself to help people in need since California is going downhill with people acting like animals. I just want to learn to help animals since I'm an Animal Science Pre-vet major and doing selfless service will bring more good to me. I'm sorry for this, the world has gone mad where I feel humanity is dead and have to repair it. Again, I'm sorry.

The best thing I can say is that not everyone online is like this, not even everyone around your age, if you ignore them, they don't exist. Try finding groups that share your interests, you're bound to meet at least one dude to talk to, even if only a little bit.